Don't you ever tame your demons, always keep them on a leash...
It's been a week... An entire fucking week, and I'm still not well... I have the flue and today is the first day I didn't have fever (not too much anyway). For a week I've been doing nothing but resting, coughing, blowing my nose and just feeling sorry for myself. I have no idea how many episodes of New Girl I've been watching, but I'm guessing I've covered at least 3 seasons. Thank God for Netflix, right?
I can really relate to the character "Jess". She's this crazy girl who's just really wierd. I guess it's the weirdness I can relate to, since I've always been a bit "different"...
I finally watched the new episodes of Walking Dead! It is really one of my favourites.
In the latest episode a lot of things happened (don't wanna spoil it) but when the episode was nearly at the end they played a song called "Arsonist's Lullabye" by Hozier. I wasn't sure if it was the episode or the song but I felt really emotional and I rarely get emotional watching movies/tv-shows.
In the latest episode a lot of things happened (don't wanna spoil it) but when the episode was nearly at the end they played a song called "Arsonist's Lullabye" by Hozier. I wasn't sure if it was the episode or the song but I felt really emotional and I rarely get emotional watching movies/tv-shows.
After watching it I went to the supermarket and I had to listen to the same song in the car. I realised it was mostly cause of the music I got emotional.
To me music is not just music. It triggers all my senses and I feel the music and just like with smells, sounds and tastes the music creates associations.
I listened a lot to Hozier in November/December 2014 and at that time my autumn/darkness-depression had a hard grip around me. I had several reasons that did not make it easier to get rid of my depression, reasons that I don't think anyone knows but Malin...
I listened a lot to Hozier in November/December 2014 and at that time my autumn/darkness-depression had a hard grip around me. I had several reasons that did not make it easier to get rid of my depression, reasons that I don't think anyone knows but Malin...
This time, hearing "Arsonist's Lullabye" again, the associations were so strong I could feel it again. The depression, the reasons... It was like being emotionally thrown back in time. As soon as the song was over the feelings were gone. I couldn't feel them anymore...
The title "Don't you ever tame your demons, always keep them on a leash..." is from that song. I think it's really suitable for my reasons. Also, it sounds fucking awesome!
XXX
