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Wanderlust

/ˈwɒndəlʌst/

noun

A strong desire to travel.

This is what I feel in my entire body right now. It is stronger than ever and I just want to go somewhere. I don't really care about where I'd go, just somewhere else. Away from here. 

I feel like I'm in a place where every day is the same. I don't feel like I have time to do much except for working, eating, sleeping and sometimes going to the gym. I want time off work and enough money to do something with that time.

I started off fantasising about the Maldives and Thailand, going somewhere exotic, far far away. But now I'm at a point where I'm even dreaming about going to Gothenburg (4 ½ hour drive away), or even to one of my favourite places near where I live (like 15 min drive).

The plans for my summer vacation are not done yet, but hopefully I will be able to go somewhere. I might go to Spain with some friends, but it all depends if every one can take time off at the same time. I've also been thinking about going to England, and MAAAAAYYYYBE go to Download for one day, to see System Of A Down and Five Finger Death Punch, but it also kinda depends if I can get someone (anyone at this point) to come with me. 

 

With desperation comes creativity. Maybe this gives me a chance to figure out a way to make more money and have more free time... 

I got on the treadmill and started running and it felt really good. I ended up with a new personal record on 5km. (I love winning over myself!) Usually when I get a new personal record I beat the last one with just a few seconds, but this time I got a new time that was 3 min 5 sec better than the last one!! And this time was way easier than the last time!! 

I love seeing results!! 

More to come! :) 

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I thought I could do it on my own. Well, I know I could but I feel like I need som help to get started. SO - I signed up for three months with Weight Watchers. 

They had a good deal and I feel like I wanted their awesome tools to control my food/activities.

Sometimes I feel like I have been working hard lately, but I can't see as many results as I expected, so when I think again I guess I haven't. 

(I'm gonna have to give myself SOME cred, cause I have seen results at the gym, like having more energy and feeling stronger) 

Today was the third day and it's been going well so far. I'm excited about this. What I need now is just some of that amazing sleep that's been missing in my life lately. Stayed up until 5am Saturday night/Sunday morning, hanging with Karlsson just talking and laughing. Totally worth it!

Back to a healthy life. Well at least for a few days...